“Emotionally, it can be very healthy to reflect at the end of a long relationship and realize where you are in life right now. What was special about the relationship and what were the challenges? Which of your very own needs were you able to realize and where did you have to compromise? Maybe in the end some of these compromises turn out to be the wrong ones,” says Nicole Engel, certified psychologist and our go-to expert on everything about relationships.
Focusing on yourself: an appraisal
The “I’d like to focus on myself” sentence often marks the beginning of a sort of mental settlement. “One may reflect and test whether certain values and needs are still relevant, or whether a relationship has promoted positive or negative change.” Indeed, at the end of a relationship, it can be necessary to evaluate areas such as work, relationships, health, fitness, creativity, image, personal finances, adventure, spirituality and lifestyle to determine if anything is lacking. In other words, it’s an appraisal. Have I remained committed to my hobbies? Have I neglected my friends because of my relationship? Have I changed to make my partner find me more attractive? What do I enjoy? When do I feel empowered?
“By focusing on yourself, the emphasis is shifted from the WE to the I and you have a chance to become more conscious of yourself, which has a positive effect on low self-confidence after a failed relationship,” says Nicole Engel.
Here, we’re talking about self-love, something that requires a close look at one’s emotions. Only if we are aware of what makes us happy and unhappy can we design our (love) life according to our desires, Engel confirms. “Reflection is important to assess the areas you may wish to change in order to avoid similar behavioral patterns in a future relationship and avoid relationship failure.” According to Engel, speaking to an impartial person may be a valuable step in reflecting more honestly, because our judgment of ourselves is often clouded. Naturally, it’s easier to just blame an ex and pretend the bad times weren’t so bad after all. But being honest is an important prerequisite in order to avoid carrying over the same issues from relationship to relationship.
Self-reflection doesn’t exclude a new relationship
Everyone should do what feels best when a relationship ends, but it’s helpful to remain aware of what it is you are choosing to do. Mindful Tinder? Super! Consciously try something new? Great! Intentionally spending time with yourself on the couch watching TV? Super duper! O Diaries celebrates “Me-Month” this February 2019 – all in the name of self-love. On that note, no matter where you are in life: just focus on yourself for now.
Author: Edith Löhle